Winkie.

My sister bought me shoes for my birthday. Because I wanted shoes. But I'm supposed to act surprised when she gives them to me.

I know I'm a hypocrite. It makes me sad too.

But they're so fucking awesome. She's all "Yes, that clearly states, 'this is ika'" And she wasn't sarcastic too.

A small consolation that comes out of this hypocritical shoes is that, the item 'shoes' wasn't exactly in my wish list. Because my wish list is actually my 'To Read' list and so far I've gotten 4 out of 10 books from that list. And now I'm scouring online for used books and using my dad's credit card to pay for them. You know, it's like a birthday present from my dad to me.

Anyway, I haven't completely violated my own stand on gift giving. Just a little. Because those shoes are magical.

I feel a little guilty about using my parents' money. But not so much to stop.

Plus it's not actually my parents' money. It's just my dad's so yeah.

Oh dear Lord in less than a week I'm going to be 20. I feel nauseated.