Showing posts with label can't sleep. Show all posts
Showing posts with label can't sleep. Show all posts

Friday, December 25, 2009

Vanilla Twilight.





The stars lean down to kiss you,
And I lie awake and miss you,
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'll send a postcard to you dear,
Cause I wish you were here.

I watch the night turn light blue,
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly.
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.


I'll find opposing new ways,
Though I haven't slept in two days,
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
But drenched in vanilla twilight,
I'll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you,
I don't feel so alone.

As many times as I blink,
I'll think of you tonight.

When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.
And I'll forget the world that I knew,
But I swear I won't forget you.
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here.


This song makes me want to call someone up and talk all night long.

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and boys, embrace your inner pansy and don't be afraid to sweet talk your way into a girl's pants. It's hot and effective.






Well, Merry Christmas anyway everyone.

Sunday, December 6, 2009

I can't sleep.

It's too bright for me to sleep. Something fucked up the light in my room and it has been on since Thursday, I'm afraid the only way to turn it off is to throw a molten lava rock (it's amazingly strong) at it or wait for it to explode from overheating. I took two pills of Clarinase to help me sleep (yes I'm aware that they're non sedating but I'm drowsy now so I guess my body's chemicals are fucked up or something and it has happened before with other drugs so I'm not worried) but I still can't doze off. And thinking about tomorrow's classes which will be from 8 am to 6 pm did nothing to encourage me to sleep. In fact it just hurt my teeth and made me wish I'm in Ireland instead sleeping in my sister's warm bed that practically swallows you when you lie down on it with nothing on my mind but the anticipation of roaming the RLD in Amsterdam when the day after tomorrow comes. sigh sigh sigh




Thursday, August 20, 2009

Malas nak pack la.

My mom was confused when she saw I was packing for a 10 day trip when we're only supposed to be in KL only for 4 days. She's all 'Eh don't be ridiculous Shafiqah take those out!'

I'll tell her later in the car.

Anyway, I can't wait to go to Kinokuniya/MPH/Borders/Times/etc. I'm so excited, I rearranged my bookshelves to make room for new books. I'm so happy.

Eh, dah nak puasa! damn.

Saturday, August 15, 2009

There are many things that I would like to say to you but I don't know how.

Calling me up at 4. 40 am and asking casually what am I doing isn't romantic at all.



I'm gasping for air, that's what I'm doing, you dumbass boy.