I got lost in the circus.

labu: yeah. i so love you. haha.
me: awww me too! i love me too.
me: and of course, i love you too.
me: how can i not.
labu: :)
labu: how can i not too.
me: *coughs awkwardly* anyway, you'll never guess what i found under my bed while i was cleaning yesterday!


There are some aspects in my life that needs changing. I'm not sure if I can do it but it seems that things have gone to an extent of mind blowing retardation that I need to force change before shit gets out of hand.

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It's funny how we bust our asses to clean the house when nobody's going to live in it for the next 3 months.

All the while I was cleaning the kitchen, images of maggots morphing into flies and blisters sprouting out worms kept making me vomit in my mouth. I was never structurally nor mentally built for hard labour, I tell you.

The good thing about cleaning the house is, afterwards I get to sit in the living room's carpet without having a dust induced asthma. It was weird. Sitting there alone. Knowing that months/ days ago it was filled with people.

Hm. You know, there are things in my head I'm never able to put into words. But some things should just be left alone, I guess.


Whatever. I just really can't wait to see my family again. Ooooh, the things I'll do to you people.