I don't save your picture in my iPod but it doesn't mean I don't think about you everyday.

If someone's pet had a kid, and that kid has another smaller pet that poops a lot; this whole week was equivalent to its poop. It was emotionally crippling and I was physically drained to my very last core up to a point where I can feel my chakras go off balance. And I still have some loose ends to cut, burn and ditch.

But like a true freak with the disability to hate people that I am, I managed to extract a few well earned lessons.

1. The universe doesn't conspire to give you things that you want. The universe is a higher entity with no concern whatsoever with what you want and really, why should it give a flaming ass anyway. In fact, it laughs at you when you look up at the sky and wish for something. If you want something, go after it yourself.

2. Emotions have this irritating knack of getting in the way of progress. Let us all get over our emo selves, wake Samhain up and raise hell and take a few chances.

3. I expect regularly of things and people and dear Lord it hurts very much when they dissapoint, but I won't stop. I'm gullible and I'm naive when it comes to certain things and I'm okay with it because giving up on people is ten times harder for me.

Yes you cynics and egoists and you who first told me I was gullible but I forgot who you were, your sneer is vibrating off the screen.

4. Girls, keep a look out for that one guy who tells you up front that he likes you but seems just a little bit too nice and hence rejected instantly since we're all too short sighted and too fascinated with bad boys. Don't toss him away just yet.

And please for the love of the hormonal half of the gender, think with your head not with your heart. No matter what Back Street Boys told you.