Dance party for me. Or not.

So I guess it's because I haven't travelled by myself for a while (or I might have, I forget these things), I'm feeling a tad nervous about tonight.

I couldn't figure out why at first. I mean, it's unlikely that I'd miss my flight because I'm never late, or lose my way in an airport, or forget my passport or ticket. (I'm one of those people that have check lists) I'm not scared of flying. I'm not carrying heavy baggage because I'm going to buy shit over there anyway.

In the end, I concluded that the reason I am nervous about tonight is because I am traveling alone.

Please don't take this the wrong way. I like being alone, I just don't like being alone for these specific 8 hours. For some reason.

Granted I'll finally be able to finish The Prince.

Also, Heathrow scares me a little. It confuses me. The last time I was there I almost took off my pants at security check.

But I do have this inner monologue thing that I do whenever I'm by myself so I guess that's going to help.

Still, I can't help but wish I have someone intelligent I can talk to.

I mean, other than myself.

Meh I feel like such a little girl right now.