No alarms and no surprises, please.

Lately I've been sort of just floating around.
Like a squiggly line in between the sky and the sea, just going on and on. Like a wet surface to a sticker. Like a sock flapping about in the wind.

I am the most uninteresting person in the world right now.
Except for my ayam masak madu.



My friend replied my a message today. He said,

"You know people tell you to live in the moment and just go along with it and not to worry about tomorrow and sure it works when you want to go dance naked in the rainstorm or jump off a cliff but not when you're dealing with another person's feelings. Being unpredictable is sexy and all but it's important to let them know that no matter how crazy you'll be, you'll still be the same person you are today tomorrow and the day after that and after that. Because if they don't know that, they're just going to get to scared and forget about you and stop falling in love with you."


My friends are weird. I think he's trying to tell me something important though.

It's pretty nice of him. It's really sad that he doesn't want people to know how nice he actually is.