And if a 10 ton truck kills the both of us

There's no 'I' in team, yes but there's almost always a 'member that doesn't take things seriously and ruins everything' in a team. That's why organized/disorganized groups, teams, clubs etc. scares me. It's awkward and humiliating when you give your all into a group and they don't which leaves you looking like a gullible dumbass when all you ever did was giving a rat's ass.


Also lately, life is filled with people who insist on saying something when there's no need to. ie. talking out of their asses just for the sake of talking. Remember, awkward silence happens when there is something to say but nobody is saying it while a simple silence is when there's nothing to say at all, and it's great, and ruining it is just pointless and sad.

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Flannery O'Connor's A Good Man Is Hard To Find is fantastic. You should read it if you haven't.

The Misfit lived his life never trying to prove to anyone, even God, that he's a good person. I like him. It's easy to understand and even pity how one can lose faith when their religon becomes a monumental deadweight.

"I call myself The Misfit," he said, "because I can't make what all I done wrong fit what all I gone through in punishment." "