Who's Raoul?

Our ambition got cast aside
Thrown away when the batteries died
and you start to compromise,
just to get to the other side.

But, it's always for the best,
and if you're not convinced
then you'll get left behind.
I lost, interest.

It doesn't seem like you mean it,
I don't believe, that you believe it
And it feels like running with your eyes closed
If you forget what you're supposed to be.

-Raoul, The Automatic.



Fuck I might just slowly start to eat my own hand. 18 and doing medicine; as impressive as it sounds...sigh sigh, all those wasted potential. mmmghhssigh.