There's wind, sun, and wide open space. I can see as far as I want to see without being seen and for a really, really long time, I can actually hear myself thinking. This is what it looks like when I look up.
Today had almost the right amount of words, the perfect amount of food and an extra amount of wengness. I miss feeling shitty and nauseous. The pain of falling down makes getting up even more significant.
Why the heck should you change who you are just to fit as a goddamn accessory in someone else's life? Be a happy idiot than a fake idiot. Someone else's happiness in expense of your own? If you have to be miserable to make them happy then they're just not worth it.
For my two dear friends, Kudos to one of you who is a happy idiot.
But dang to the other one.
And I ain't an emergency button to be pushed only when you feel all alone.
I'm tired of looking for people to hang out with. I'm better off hanging out with my stuffed turtle.
Ironic much.
My "Longlife" fell to the floor. Should I be worried?
"I know it's sad that I never gave a damn about the weather, and it never gave a damn about me. I know it's mad but if I go to hell will you come with me or just leave me?"
ikan.
Current mood: freaked.
Listening to: Do You Know What I'm Seeing.
2 comments:
hey ika you somehow right
as long as we r happy is enoughlah kan.
uuu i've been wondering who is this someone who dropped by neh...
ahahahaa
anyway.. no need to freak out adik n worry abt ur longlife that fell on the floor.. believe in urself n have faith in ALLAH ok.. muach
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