Monday, May 11, 2009

Don't make me cut you off my phone list because I don't want to.

I contemplated this. Believe me, I'm not the one to rant twice in 2 days.

Here goes.

Nothing's wrong? Fine.
Then tell us something, anything. Don't play dumb now, the change is as obvious as a big ass elephant. It's insulting when you pretend otherwise. I don't mind the change, it's the sudden silence that saddens me.
So you see, an explaination would be nice. An idiot could see you owe us that much.


Honestly, I don't like to draw attention to something I can't find any interest or care anymore. I wouldn't have given any thought into this at all and let us go about our ways quite happily but a friend is still a friend regardless an absent one.
And truth be told, I really miss you. I think we all do.

But I have a gut feeling that in the end I'm still going to just look at you and say,
"Ikut suke kau la."





_________________


Yesterday I needed;
a bar of chocolate, a conversation with a stranger, and a really good book.

Today,
I got a piece of chocolate cake.
I'm having a weird ass conversation with a stranger.
But no go on the good book. Still waiting.

"Makan belum?" "Eh ko nk pegi mane? Makan?" "Weyh lapo doh, makan ah."
I was at the library today, and I heard these at least 5 times. From the guys, especially.

So, when we're not studying, Alexandrian students eat.


~*
The good looking ones are always gay. Damnit. -__-;



ikan




Current mood: full
Listening to: A Dark Congregation.

8 comments:

Dr Anisah Ali said...

Yaa.. I miss 'im too. But what to do.. *sigh*

ikanosha said...

:(

sufiah said...

well datz life...
many ppl come n GO...
but only true pwenz leave footprintz in our heart....
:(

god mizz those dayz...
wish it had never gone...
*sob2*
:(

shaa said...

lovergirl_cutie (1/10/2009 12:22:20 AM): tipu ar ko xde blog
lovergirl_cutie (1/10/2009 12:22:29 AM): muke ko ade gaye ade blog
faridz149 (1/10/2009 12:24:03 AM): ko tgok muke?
faridz149 (1/10/2009 12:24:12 AM): leh taw ade blog ke x?
lovergirl_cutie (1/10/2009 12:24:16 AM): leh ar
faridz149 (1/10/2009 12:24:20 AM): merepek ar angah ni
lovergirl_cutie (1/10/2009 12:24:28 AM): merepek makan kerepek
faridz149 (1/10/2009 12:24:35 AM): da la tu
faridz149 (1/10/2009 12:24:42 AM): xnk layan angah
faridz149 (1/10/2009 12:24:45 AM): hhaaahahhaa


happy chatty moments. now, no more.

sofea said...

ahaa..i pn geram la..n sad la mcm xknal each other je.hurmm..smpai ati die..

athirah ali said...

ika! nak chocolate ka.. hang on, will get a special one :D

Anonymous said...

by the way
to your last sentence

because if this good looking ones
r straight, they will end up hurting your feelings~

ikanosha said...

True that, anonymous person. But would appreciate it if you're not anonymous.

weyh korang -__-'
rilek2 sudah. Haha.