"I perasan you suka approach orang. Tapi bila you sedih, you push people away."
I couldn't have said it better myself.
I'm in one of them sad little rut. The one you fall in when you're not looking where you're going. I want to get out so badly, but I'm too immobilized by disbelief and grief to move my ass.
Someone lift me up please?
Shit and the really, really sad thing about this is, I don't think I can ever forgive you guys.
iwannacrymakemcrymakemeCRYYYdamnfuckingit!
Two things worth remembering about the closing ceremony.
One, I got a temporary relief from talking to Hab. I also found out, when I'm sad, I need to surround myself with strangers.
Second, Peng and Amar's bands were amazing. *suka sangat*
I haven't heard live music for almost a year. My ears got so greedy absorbing every last bit of the rough, loud, bare music. Sumpah gembira sangat.
Alas, great music, wrong crowd. And yet, even if you don't enjoy it, and no one can blame you, it doesn't mean you should diss it. Sangat poyo, tak baik, tak macho, tak sopan etc.
Kalau dah tak suka, tepuk tangan dan senyap sudah.
Other than that, the ceremony was just like the other ceremonies I've ever been to.
takda perasaan.
Congratulations to the ones who won though.
Pok Nik menang yayyy!
Maaf Tuan Berhormat, ada satu saja gambar.
From bangunan Mara's level 7 lobby window.
ikan.
Current mood: really sad.
Listening to: Only Ones Who Knows.
1 comment:
Peng ni.
Erm, honestly la.
Ur team shouldnt win.
Even the opp got 2 better debater than urs.
Dont take this too hard, hehe.
I was the 1 of the judges.
There was a debate amongs d judges after the debate contest. hehe.
Ur team won 3/5 ..& only 2 marks ahead.
But there was a political point from ur team which is a major mistake that was mistaken & miscalculated by those 3 judges who voted for ur team's victory.
I felt so guilty...
Nway, enjoy je la. Hehe.
Next time ill be more strict.
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