Someone said "Wake up." or something along that line to me, and thanks whoever you are. I seriously forgot who said it.
I have woken up, and smelled the world. I thought I was awake but apparently, there's another world you're supposed to wake up to.
I got a revelation and have been dwelling on it for the last few days. It's a sad one, really.
Anyone who knows me well, will know that I'll die for a friend. I've stuck by that notion but now that I'm here and there and everywhere, I've started to lose convinction. It's like I'm running out of people to die for.
I never thought I would lose something I've been holding on to for my whole sick life completely but shit happens. One too many shits later, and I'm pooped and out of tries.
It coughed sadly, crawled to a corner and shriveled up like an onion. Meh.
Yes, too bad it died tonight.
It's like all this time we were just playing a game. "How long can I not tell my best friend how much his magazine collection pisses me off."
I take care of your heart, you take care of mine. Oh and when your heart starts to get too much for me to handle, I'll just leave it here.
The truth will set you free. It will also set you on fire.
"We used to boast about how different we are, and now look where it got us."
This time I feel all of the appropriate emotions at the exact appropriate amount.
I love you, I am saddened by you, I respect you and I am sorry.
Except this one feeling where I wish some people that I think about all the time would just drop dead.
Yeah, that one is in excess tonight.
ikan.
Current mood: depressed
Listening to : We Never Change
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