"dance hall drug"

Last night was an explosion of emotions and revelations. I laughed, screamed, blushed, envied,despised and cried. Secrets, lies, confessions.
It started with our beloved Abg Din, who came for a visit. He had to find a house for Ain's family, and he found one on the same building as our boys. (Char kuey teow, here I come. :D)
We went to Barakah since it was the nearest restaurant place we could think of in this Godforsaken place.

The food was tasty enough. Shared rice and chicken with Ain since SOME people don't have enough manners or consideration and keep commenting on how our adipose tissue is abundant and we have less water and more FAT. (grrr.)If you think you're doing us a favor, you're an idiot. If you think you're being a medical student and simply repeating a medical fact, you're a biggger idiot. It hurts inside. And it does horrific things to the self esteem. The other day, I snapped and said 'Alaaa, yg fat tu jugak la korang asyik tengok!' Senyapppp semua. Padan muke. Muwaha.



Anyways now, (emotional kejap.) service sucked. The pakcik cashier was emotional. Prissy and bising2 mcm perempuan. PMS much.

Aftrwards, hung out at a shisha place. Peach and apple. We ended up as high the black starless heavens. There were some who can't handle the heavy taste of shisha and some who couldn't get enough of it, but none of us bothered enough to admit it.

Tables joined together, chairs scattered here and there, chai and cappucinos and hot chocolates, loud and laughing, one big family unit. It was one of those moments where you won't really realize how precious it is until you look back at it in about 3 more years.








(my MNG baby! heee.)










Abg Din xblh bla.







hiGHHHHH.


















:)



I dug up a memory I wished I had forgotten. It happened a million light years ago, but as always the more you try to forget, the clearer the details. I realized a lot of things. I found out that I could be the luckiest person in the whole world. I found out that I get things I don't always deserve. I found out I'm still young, still guilable and still learning. I found out that for most of my life I couldn't really figure out what I'm supposed to say, instead I just kept shooting my mouth off. I found out that unrequited love is the worst feeling a person could have. I realised that sometimes all you need is a friend. And it hit me, how much I really miss writing. *sighs*


Thanks Abg Din for being the sticky thing that glues the 13 of us together.




-ika

Current mood: curiously amazed.

Listening to: Shiver.